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hello ppl..

2008-02-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

hi everyone..im bck blogging..today has just been a day at home..woke up damn late..i was too lazy to go out, so basically i was just using the comp n watching tv..wen out with my mum for awhile to get some stuff for the hse before she headed to werk..my sis had chinese tution today..haha..hearing her pronouncing chinese phrases was soo cute lahh..hahahaha..

after my mum wen off to werk, i was left wit my sis n my dad..but dad fell asleep cuz he just came bck frm werk..soo i had to take care of sis..i thought i would use some time to teach her english cuz she wasnt really gd at it yet n she'll primary one nxt year n i am really worried for her..i taught her all that i could..it wasnt a smooth ride thought..haha..she wouldnt recognise some words..at first i was really patient but then i started to get frustrated..but i wouldnt do anything to her..its nt my sis fault i guess..maybe it'll take time lahh..u cant teach everthing overnight rite??yup..n soo i had a headache at the end of the eng lesson wit my sis..

this morning "MAMI" msg me..she was at my game yesterday wit my frens..she asked me to call her wen i woke n soo i did..she wanted to give me some banana waffle that she had made..yummy..her banana waffles are the best..before my O levels wen me n my classmates were studying till late in sch, she would make banana waffles for us..it was soo kind of her..thanks 'MAMI' for yr banana waffles..hmm btw "MAMI' is my eng teacher..hehe..yup..

hmm before i go..i just wanna say sorry to my gal..i did something foolish yesterday, which i shuld nt hv done..i didnt mean it baby..im sorry..

time out

2008-02-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was time out..i met up with my frens..just to catch up with them as its been some time since i hang out with them..i was sitting outside CK TANGS with my besties shiam n nafeez when i saw JIMMY' SON..HAHA..yup we saw BRANDON LEE,my class chairman..man that dude is one cool guy..he hair was soo f**king loong..he had just finish werk n on the way to meeting some frens..he told us that another one of my fren,wan muhd danial was working his shift at the same place at the 4th level..soo we decided to pay danial a visit..haha..

danial was the most quiet guy in class for the first 4 years i knew him..the 5th year he simply changed..everyone thought he was quiet but my class saw the other side of him last year..his one funny guy..he never fails to make anyone laugh with his antics..his most famously known in my class for falling of chairs..it didnt happen once or twice, it happen countless times..he even fell into a dustbin in sch once after one of our remedial lesson..no one knows how he ended up in there, but it was damn hilarious n we were laughing about it for days..now that dude is werking at CK TANGS..we met him n he looked like he didnt expect us..we were talking to him for awhile when his supervisor came..a fat malay lady..SHIT..it was time to run by we didnt..i took a pic with him first..haha..while we were leaving the supervisor gave us a grumpy look..haha..but we just walked away..after that my frens shiam n brandon left to meet with my frens,while i was left with nafeez..

this asshole wasted 1 half hrs of shiam's n my time..all becuz this mr.screwloose went do cut his own hair at home and it all turn out bad..when he told me this, i was like wth* lahh..we wasted our time looking for saloons n barbers at citylink n some other places..FINALLY we found a saloon that was open at FAR EAST PLAZA..u wanted to look like some indonesian mafia but guess it was just a plan gone wrong..he left the saloon with a round patch on the top of his head..the best part was he was supposed to meet a girl later that night..haha..i rmbr nafeez said something abt first impression..haha..amek kau first impression..wonder wat the girl thought abt his hair..hmmmm..haha..i dont noe..sorry man nafeez for saying all this..im just helping u to enhance yr CLEVERNESS..haha ok ppl thats it..adios amigos...

back

2008-02-09T03:31:00.000+08:00

today i just came back frm the middle east..i noe im suppose to be slping at tis point of time but i just cant sleep maybe its becuz my body is still in the middle east time zone..

its cold in the three countries we when to. Jordan was the coldest among them all..its was snowing in jordan on our second day there..it was the first time i saw snow n i actually held it in my hands..it was soo f**king cold..

the experience in the middle east the last two n a half weeks was good..many things..i was mostly getting the piss out of agu,maybe becuz we sat right at the back of the bus..his full of nonsense..he n precious called me 'lobo-lobo', which means, knows everything..ya rite..haha..thats nt true ok..agu came to my room a few times to get some fantasy movies from jasper's laptop..haha..HOW CAN ANYONE THINK HIS INNOCENT??haha.

i was in oman when my 'O'levels results was released..my parents' collected my results for me..i got 22 pts for L1R4..im contented with wat i got cuz it wasnt easy throughout last year..i think my parents are ok with my results as well as im just an average student..

now bye2 sec sch and helo poly?!hmm..hopefully ah..haha.. hmm...theres still some things that need to be put right though..i dont noe but i just feel like it that way..

hmm..thats about it fr today folks..i thinking im starting to feel sleepy soo i dnt wanna waste this opportunity to get some sleep..till next time>>>>>ADIOS AMIGOS...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

2007-12-31T19:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!its time to say bye bye 2007 n hello 2008..2007 holds many memories for me personally..many things happened..it was a struggle for me in terms of my school work and all, but i got lots of help..i just basically when to school in the morning, head to training or matches afta sch and then head home to finish up sch werk n hit the bed..this was my daily schedule for almost the whole year..some ppl hv told me that i dnt hv a social life, but i think it was all worthwhile..nw i look towards 2008 n we all are heading towards it..hopefully it will be a great and pleasant year for everyone..most ppl will be starting sch in 2 days time, but i'll be free coz im waiting for my results, which i think comes out at the end of Jan..soo hopefully it'll be alright..sooo once again HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U AND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!

ILY????????????

2007-12-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

wats the meaning of ILY??i came across it many times..albeit in books or ppl saying it..but wats the real meaning??am i such a dumb dumb??am i dumb or dumber??hmm..is it wat i think it is??i just dont noe..maybe it is?maybe not..hahahaha..but watever it is, we dont noe wat lies in the future..we only can do good n hope for the best in the future..maybe wat ppl say is right, somethings are just fated to be..maybe we noe,maybe we dunno..but i think the real test is still to come..then we really will noe..maybe wen im away,maybe during NS..who noes?but i just hope for the best for us..n hopefully through the tough times we come through together whether we r side by side or even if we r miles part..but thats just physical..all otherwise will be closer..I LOVE YOU..is that wat ILY means??hehe.....

gD mOrNiNg.....

2007-12-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..MERRY CHRISTMAS..i waited for santa claus last night but he nvr came..im soo disappointed..haiz but nvm..this morning just as i woke up, my handphone rang..i didnt expect that person to call me at that time..but i just answered the phone..i expected a smooth n sweet voice, as it had been always..however the voice was somewhat more stern n rough..for a moment i was wondering whether it was SANTA CLAUS(OOPS) who had called to say sorry for disappointing me the night before..but it wasnt santa claus..it was HER father..i was like soo shocked..he asked whether i had called, i said no i didnt..then he said that he received a call frm my handphone..soo i told him maybe i dialled the number accidentally..n soo i apologised n the conversation was over..haha..wat a way to start your day right..but nvm..hmm..ok peeps..i maybe goin out soon..take cre aite n MERRY CHRISTMAS..

dRaInEd.....

2007-12-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

i got my ass up early compared to the other days in the past week..tday i started training..it was gym time..this was my first time in the gym for the last 6 mths..i didnt do any weights cuz gym training was in the mornings n i had to be in sch in the mornings..i felt damn drained afta the session cuz i had been resting the past week..n my body was not in the right condition..but i think in time things should be ok..hmm..i was like a drunkard afta the session but i tahan..hehe..hmm..i wen to meet my mom afta training to attend some urgent matters..i was soo tired but dragged myself to meet my mom..hmm.n yess on the way home in the bus..i was hearing my IPOD soo that i wont fall asleep n end up at the bus interchange afta the bus driver had parked his bus..it has happened to me a countless times n its soo embarrassing..cuz very one's eyes will be focused on u,thinking wat the f**k is this fella doing in the bus park...sooo in an attempt to prevent this frm happening..i sang the songs that were being played in my IPOD..heck i dont care if anyone hears it..just as long i dont fall asleep n alight at the right bus stop..but hey im a gentle man ok,hehe..i didnt sing tooo loud that it would annoy anyone..i kept my volume down alright..ok egoistic again..sorry..

pArTnEr...

2007-12-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

Lately i thought about it
I love the thought of us together
You know i got it
Cant no one do you better
Baby i thought about it
Just know that ill be there forever
You want it than mami let me know Im feeling need of a partner
Make sure your not alone
Loose your mind loose control
Take it high bring it low
Let me see you wind on me slowly
Girls on the floor Move fast move slow
I know you want to know if imma be your Partner

pAsT iS pAst......

2007-12-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

things just shouldnt happen cuz we werent ready for it..i had to take a step back at that moment..i didnt want anyone to be hurt..didnt want anyone to suffer..it just wasnt the time for it..soo just forget it..nobody is to be blame..even if there was someone,its me..wat happen in the past is history..everyone has their past..but its better to forget the bad moments n saviour the good ones..time to move on together..

GoD's gIfT.....

2007-12-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

this morning i woke but i was too lazy to get out of bed..i just laid on my bed for a good 20 mins..somehow or rather some thoughts starting to cross my mind in a flash, abt how things hv been going for me..it is god's gift to ppl to be able to do wat they do best..i think its the same way for me as well..in a way i think im lucky n i hv to be very grateful for that..2005 n 2006 were memorable for me..2004 i was selected to be in NFA..i was playing with guys who were a year older than me..i learnt somethings frm my time with the team.. but it all started to take off in 2005..i was selected to be the team captain by my OWN TEAMMATES..that was something i really didnt expect..i was surprised..but along with it came responsibility..now i was a leader..i needed to be more involved..at times i felt that i sucked at it cuz things wasnt happening..but i would be a bloody coward if i gave up..so i hung in there n tryed my best..my coach,MR.KADIR YAHAYA was a very strict disciplinarian but he knew how to handle the team..till this day im very very sure that every player that has been under his wing,respects wat he has done for them,even though now he is in INDONESIA..hmm..and yess the team started to gel together n things became easier for me cuz very one was co-operating n getting on very well..hmm..we were preparing for an important tournament later that year..but tragedy struck for me on the very last game of the season..i fractured my cheekbone..haiz..i was send to the hospital..it was painful but i didnt cry..all i could remember was that my teammates telling me that its FLAT..i didnt noe wat was going on..i was given a week's MC n send home..a week later i went for a check-up at the hospital..the tournament was the only thing in my mind n nothing else..i was hoping i wouldnt need an operation so that i could play soon..but my worse fears came through n the doctor said that i needed an operation..i broke down into tears immediately,,it wasnt because i was scared of the operation but because i couldnt play..it made me down for a few days..but the operation went well n i was back home resting..then a few weeks later news came that SINGAPORE were selected as hosts for the actual tournament,which meant that we need not play the qualifiers..i was didnt noe whether to laugh or cry..i was just lucky..my injury kept me out for 2-3 mths..that was damn long..i was getting f**king frustrated..but i came back after a struggle for fitness..things started to get better..i was starting to enjoy myself..we played in the tournament n performed admirably..i was disappointed we didnt make it to the nxt round but i was proud of my teammates..all of them..they did their best..i was in school when that CALL came..i was shortlisted for the ASIAN GAMES..i was overjoyed..but i had to control my emotions cuz i was in school..hehe..i was selected for the actual team..and in the space of 1 year i went frm the leader of a team to a BABY of the team..yess..i was part of the under 23s..i was just grateful to the head coach for giving me my chance..in the space of a year all this things happened..it was like a whirlwind..n like i said before,its god's grace that i was able to experience all this..

2007-12-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmm..tday was quite feeling in the sense that i spend sometime with her..yess..hmm intially i thought it wouldnt happen cuz my bro had a meeting n i had to take care of my lil sis..but my bro finished early n sooo i could go..i respect my bro cuz his done many things that i didnt expect him to do..though he could be irritating n annoying at times..n yup back to the first part..when i saw her, i just didnt noe wat to say..its was something..we watched a movie..
The sight of those eyes,haiz wat can i say?it was like i was going to fall down..okok maybe its a bit lame falling down..but its real..it threw me off..it was very powerful, i guess..we sat down n talked afta the movie..hmm and there were instances she said i looked at other gals..hahahaha..wat do i say?she majok with me for that..that was so cute..hehe..but i knew she action only cuz i dint mean wat i did..haha..the hug,the look everything was soo warm..it felt as if i dint wanna leave..but i had to leave cuz my family was expecting me home..hehe..the words that were exchanged,i hope were for real..that it would happen..hopefully..hmm..that look was soo menacing that i still can picture it at this every moment..yess..wat can i say?but i hope that things will be smooth..I LOVE U...

OvErViEw

2007-12-21T14:56:00.000+08:00

its gonna be a week..just finish a long season..felt soo tired n at times,felt like giving up..
but that wasnt a option..theres noo way i would even consider it..cuz its my love..MY FIRST LOVE..i hv been playing ever since i can remember..maybe tiredness got the better of me at times..but overall its been ok n theres still many things that need improvement..but im still in control..to go together with that,i sat for the Os this year..its been a rough n tough ride..but i got through it with the help of my teachers,frens n most importantly family n loved ones..now im just waiting for the results to be released late nxt mth..good or bad i'll decide where to go afta the release of the results,although i hv a rough idea where i wanna be..its nearing the end of the year n it just seem soo fast..its as if last year was just yesterday..this year in the midst of everything,theres something new in my life..i just wanna treasure it n hpe it'll last long..everyday it seem to be getting stronger n i dont noe why..but thats the way it is..i may hv made ppl sad or angry..but i dont mean it..i just wanna make very one happy,though that maybe a lil bit tough, i'll try my very best..my form teacher has been a blessing..shes like a well-wisher for me..the last 2 years that i hv known her,i dare say that shes the BEST TEACHER i ever had..shes done soo many things that i just dont noe how to say thank u to her..THANKS MA'AM for the last 2 years..now that i hv finish my secondary school..im soo gonna miss all those crazy moments i had with my classmates..everyone would be against me because i would be talking nonsense half the time..haha..but i noe that they still love me..ok SHUT UP now!!!im just being egoistic..is that how u spell it?i dont noe..who cares anyway..nw that im hving some free time off,hpe to enjoy it to the fullest..hahaha..yess..with my family n frens n also that special someone..hehe..I LOVE U ..